I don’t even know where to start

[ididnotprevail]

I just feel so…. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep doing this song and dance where I pretend that maybe, just maybe, happy is attainable. Instead I just can't seem to get shit right. Just breathing is too much anymore. I don't have it in me to keep trying. The tears I cry every day aren't tears of being sad of my decision to leave this world. I cry because I can't find a single reason to go on. I cry because my existence is so inconsequential that I can literally see only benefits of my exit. And that. That is the sad part. I'm not sure when, but I have method planned.

 

[thedevilwithin]

i know this feeling all to well. i'm sorry.

 

[ididnotprevail]

i know this feeling all to well. i'm sorry.

My heart breaks for you. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy.

 

[thedevilwithin]

My heart breaks for you. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy.

it's truly horrible. it's agony. i hope you find some sort of peace my friend.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring what you go through, existing truly is so dreadful and torturous, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for, best wishes.

 

[Ksmиda]

My heart breaks for you. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy.

Yeah, as much as I might hate some people, even wishing depression on them would be too cruel