I don’t even know how I found this site? Not something that pops up on a search. Glad I did as it’s balanced not just negative.

[FlaxFlower]

I think there used to be a subreddit called sanctioned suicide and I thought it was so neat and lurked a lot on my darkest days, it was very helpful to me, as this site is. That got taken down and I didn't know what to do. Now I just type in anything about suicide and it's always the second or third recommended website for me! Thanks Google!
Glad you've found this space!

 

[Graham]

"I found this place the same way I found your mum." Signed, everyone on the internet.

Interesting

What did my dead mums cunt taste like?

 

[Graham]

I reached such a low point in my life that I thought there HAS to be a place where others like me, who want to die, can talk freely about it. I'd say I found it after 2 minutes of searching. I've only been here a couple days. Right now, I think it calms me. Gives me a piece of serenity knowing I'm not suffering alone and I have an outlet.

I personally wish I could make a friend from here. Just someone I can talk to who fully understands how I'm feeling. Maybe one day. But glad you're here regardless of how you found it.

Reach out to those here or anywhere

It's good to talk x

Interesting

What did my dead mums cunt taste like?

Prick in the wall

 

[Kali999]

Yes. Thank you New York Times. Lol! The article comes up at top of searches Bet they didn't expect to be helping those who want to discuss suicide or want to die.

 

[Idontmatter]

Ironically i found this site from one of those news saying xxx suicide forum is killing our children they forgot to censor the name from an earlier reporting on the site

Glad i found this place it put things in perspective other places that help talk about suicide kinda are a little to much censored

That's how I found it too. I'm very happy I did. I've talked to some great people on here and sadly a few are no longer with us.

 

[HappyForever?]

I heard about the subreddit shortly after it was banned. One day I had the great idea of googling the name of the subreddit and here I am.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Yeh this site was not easy to find! I wonder if it was made harder after all the apparent controversy surrounding one of the members-I just wonder if it was true when it was stated "easily accessible on the internet" back then cos it certainly isn't now-not for me anyway. I think I was looking for hanging methods and I'd exhausted reddit and quora-too many trying to put you off there. Finally came across this site and was like "how did I not find this before?!" Am so glad I did.

Also although I've not been here long, I've found people here really lovely, friendly and supportive. I'm pretty oversensitive and don't have a thick skin and I've been on other forums which have made me feel so much more suicidal when I've got into arguments, got flamed and felt like people are just shit.

 

[SmallPika]

I was a user of the Raddle forums and found their Sanctioned Suicide board which has a lot of links to this site.

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

I found this place from another forum, someone made a post about this place, so I came to see what it's all about.

Being able to anonymously talk about everything is... nice. Getting everything out is better than keeping to myself all the time.

 

[Mr. Incapable]

I originally found this site around mid 2020 I think. I was thinking about suicide a lot and I kept seeing articles mentioning how 'a sick and twisted forum that encourages suicide' contributed to certain suicides because it was found on their internet history etc.

After about a month of seeing mentions about a forum but without the name ever, I tried to Google it but found nothing. Then one day I found the judiciary website which has many suicide coroner reports and I saw the name of one of the people who had a news article written about them with links to the forum. And there is was. The URL for this forum was in the report.

Honestly though, I wish I never found this site. I feel like it's distracted me too much from actively CTB in the last two years because many times when I'm having a bad day or high emotions or high intent I click on this site and by the time I'm finished reading or venting I feel less capable of being able to do it

 

[Forever Sleep]

Ironically i found this site from one of those news saying xxx suicide forum is killing our children they forgot to censor the name from an earlier reporting on the site

Glad i found this place it put things in perspective other places that help talk about suicide kinda are a little to much censored

Yeah, me too. It was an article condemning sites like this. Had to do a bit more digging to find the name but again- very glad I did.

It feels less lonely knowing that other people are wrestling with these thoughts too. Not that I'm happy that other people are suffering. It's just a relief to be able to say how I really feel without the worry of upsetting/frustrating/worrying friends and family members.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I originally found this site around mid 2020 I think. I was thinking about suicide a lot and I kept seeing articles mentioning how 'a sick and twisted forum that encourages suicide' contributed to certain suicides because it was found on their internet history etc.

After about a month of seeing mentions about a forum but without the name ever, I tried to Google it but found nothing. Then one day I found the judiciary website which has many suicide coroner reports and I saw the name of one of the people who had a news article written about them with links to the forum. And there is was. The URL for this forum was in the report.

Honestly though, I wish I never found this site. I feel like it's distracted me too much from actively CTB in the last two years because many times when I'm having a bad day or high emotions or high intent I click on this site and by the time I'm finished reading or venting I feel less capable of being able to do it

I'm grateful for having found S.S.
Yes I'm still alive but it helps being able to talk to others who feel the same. I found better options than what I was going to use. Still haven't found the courage to go through with it but until I do, I'm happy it's here.
I understand about the venting. A couple years ago I would explode venting. Not at anyone here, just life.
It still hurts when members leave to CTB. Especially when they were here awhile.

 

[nightnightnitrite]

I was searching reddit and google for some nonscary methods and stumbled upon a thread for this site on google. I never thought anything like this site would be allowed or even created but I'm glad I did. It's the only place I can truly speak with likeminded people. I also love how it's not a "you have to kill yourself place" just a free speech place. Also, I have gotten good advice and reasoning to stay alive from people on here and it's the only place where I don't feel alone.

 

[self.destractive]

i have no idea how i stumbled on SaSu. i think i was trying to see how effective freezing to death would be as a method? i knew about the site a couple of months before actually getting the balls to join.
my feelings on SaSu are a bit complicated. im not sure im happy to be here

 

[Shu]

Yeah my thread really gave some visibility to SS on google back in the days, didn't it

Yeah I Googled "how to hang yourself" or something like that and found your thread. Thanks.

Was on my way to kindergarten when the moderation team dragged me into a van. They beat me until I admitted I was a pro-life cuck, and they threw me into a basement. After fifteen years of imprisonment they all walked into my cell at once (usually they only came one at a time to ask me for bitcoins or to cry uncontrollably in front of me). Standing in a circle around me, in unison, they spoke: "Make yourself useful, based one. There are still children left alive out there."

lol

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I think this site is wonderful but I've not been on it long and I've heard the bad stuff about it-I can only go by own experiences on here so far, I'm not gonna get put off it by other people who aren't even on here trying to get the site banned. I'm a full grown adult I can make my own decisions, I'm not being "brainwashed" lmao.