I dont even care anymore.

[DivineSpark]

Only fucking feeling I experience is pain and anxiety. I wanna do it tomorrow, unless miracle happens.
Gonna kill myself tomorrow. I dont want to keep going anymore, I know it will hurt my parents and friends.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry it's gotten so bad. What miracle would need to happen to change things?

 

[DivineSpark]

I'm sorry it's gotten so bad. What miracle would need to happen to change things?

Get rid of anxiety, anhedonia, schizophrenia. To become functional human being

 

[Forever Sleep]

Get rid of anxiety, anhedonia, schizophrenia. To become functional human being

I wish a miracle could do that for you.

 

[roommate]

 

[Griever]

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it painful to exist, I also just wish to be free from it all, I hope that you find the relief you search for.

 

[_Minsk]

i can relate, hopefully this nightmare is over soon..

 

[Zyntkalla]

I can relate. I don't have what you have. I have epilepsy anxiety, and I have brain damage from birth. I'm still planning to stick around for a few more years. There is some things I still want to get done before I go. I probably be here around 3-12 twelve more years. I finally got around to get an appointment for my epilepsy again that came back. Even though it's one of the reasons why I hate taking medication makes me feel even worse about myself. Only planning to take the medication so I can get the things I want done before I go so this epilepsy doesn't get in the way.