Discussion I don't care to get better

[Done_With_It_All]

Noticed that most people who are suicidal or just people in general want to get better. But me? I don't really care to get better. What do I have to live for? Nothing. Why do I feel this way? I don't know. I just don't care about getting better. The only thing stopping myself from offing myself is that I am being watched and tracked all the time.

 

[Mi Mi]

Noticed that most people who are suicidal or just people in general want to get better. But me? I don't really care to get better. What do I have to live for? Nothing. Why do I feel this way? I don't know. I just don't care about getting better. The only thing stopping myself from offing myself is that I am being watched and tracked all the time.

I don't wanna get better either.
I feel I've lived long enough to know my depression is terminal and I'm over trying to manage it.
Im sad every day because I can't even die right.
So I have to pretend until I can.
It's absolutely torture.

 

[mrelief82]

I recently noticed i gabe up as Well… i think its because if i recovered there is nothing left of mu life and i wouldnt be able to make anything of it