I don’t care anymore

[MiserableAlways354]

I give up I don't care there's no point. It's my life and if I wanna end it I can. I'm tired I don't see a purpose and I don't see a point and I don't want to do anything. And people are just gonna have to deal with that.

 

[Hollowillow]

Hahaha! How very empowering! Good for you! You should live & die for yourself. We explore the universe's infinite possibilities. If nothing interests you, some branches of fate are shorter than others. You can cut it short.

Wanting to nope out of life itself is the best reason I can think of. But I'm a bit sad that you never discovered yourself & passions. A life beyond corporations, ads, propaganda, slavery... To think outside the box. I guess wanting to throw the box on a bus is a way to think out of the box.

I hope you'll enjoy a nice last meal before you give the ultimate fuck you to society. May your passing be quick and peaceful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are understandable. I want nothing to do with this life as well. To me staying alive is only prolonging suffering, there can never be a benefit to being here, life is just an unnecessary yet so awful experience. I'm also tired of everything which makes the thought of non existence sound so appealing.

There really is nothing wrong with someone deciding to leave at a time of their own choosing, suicide should always be respected and accepted as a personal decision. Some people simply don't want to be here and that's fine. We will all die someday so to me it's better to leave when the time is right rather than dying at a time out of my control.

 

[MiserableAlways354]

Your feelings are understandable. I want nothing to do with this life as well. To me staying alive is only prolonging suffering, there can never be a benefit to being here, life is just an unnecessary yet so awful experience. I'm also tired of everything which makes the thought of non existence sound so appealing.

There really is nothing wrong with someone deciding to leave at a time of their own choosing, suicide should always be respected and accepted as a personal decision. Some people simply don't want to be here and that's fine. We will all die someday so to me it's better to leave when the time is right rather than dying at a time out of my control.

I agree. I am just very scared to leave. I know if I do something stupid the second before I am gonna be panicking and regretting it. I just wish life could be easier for us. I wish I didn't suffer from mental health disorders. I wish people knew that help doesn't always help. I wish there was a place to actually escape like a healing device that let you rest and it healed you mentally and then we could wake up and it would all be better. But that doesn't exist. I wish people realized how hard it is to keep fighting. When depression and anxiety is so bad there is no fight left. It's hard for me to even leave the house. I have suffered from this bull crap half my life. I was doing good until the lock down of COVID. COVID only enhanced my depression, anxiety, and mental illness. ITS NOT FAIR

Hahaha! How very empowering! Good for you! You should live & die for yourself. We explore the universe's infinite possibilities. If nothing interests you, some branches of fate are shorter than others. You can cut it short.

Wanting to nope out of life itself is the best reason I can think of. But I'm a bit sad that you never discovered yourself & passions. A life beyond corporations, ads, propaganda, slavery... To think outside the box. I guess wanting to throw the box on a bus is a way to think out of the box.

I hope you'll enjoy a nice last meal before you give the ultimate fuck you to society. May your passing be quick and peaceful.

I appreciate that. However, it is sad. I want to live but not this life. I have tried half my life to be happy and I was doing a lot better before COVID. The isolation left me completely in the dark with only me and my destructive thoughts. I'm talking no human interaction for months at a time. No pets, no people, just me myself and I. And I'm not a selfish person. I don't want to die. However, I am literally beyond the point of rock bottom I have fallen so far that I don't know how to get out. How come when we work so hard to fix ourselves and then we fall so much further? I know everyone has problems but maybe some people have more motivation than I do?