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DeathPaloma
Opening quote of "Memórias Póstumas de Brás Cubas"
- Sep 30, 2023
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I don't belong in this world, I suppose that is partly why I hate it so much. There isnt a single place I have ever felt like I belonged to, I don't understand people, and I don't think they understand me either. I have caught myself lately wondering what it means to be a human? less in a biological sense and more in and "moral" one I guess, whatever it is I suppose it is was I lack. The more surrounded by people I am, the more isolated I feel.
Detached.
I hate myself too, because I oscilate, I can't make up my mind.
Do I accept whatever the fuck I am, and live a miserable and lonely life? not caring about anyone other than myself?
Do I try to fit in? try to "get better"?
Do I just end it? no-one would miss me, I have nothing tying me to this world.
useless coward that can't decide, I don't even care, just choose.
Tired.
Failure.
Monster.
Loner.
Detached.
I hate myself too, because I oscilate, I can't make up my mind.
Do I accept whatever the fuck I am, and live a miserable and lonely life? not caring about anyone other than myself?
Do I try to fit in? try to "get better"?
Do I just end it? no-one would miss me, I have nothing tying me to this world.
useless coward that can't decide, I don't even care, just choose.
Tired.
Failure.
Monster.
Loner.