Venting I didn't hurt myself for over two weeks and I just ruined it

[sometimes.sometimes]

I was two and a half weeks clean of not cutting myself. My mom treated me horribly and now I just broke that streak. I don't even see why I tried because I know that at the end of the day, I am going to resort back to cutting.

 

[girlsboysthems]

its going to be okay, you can do it again, it might even be easier this time since you know you can do it already <3 i have faith in you.

and fuck that asshole for upsetting you this much.

 

[suicidalloser]

and the pro-lifers outside the forum think they can handle all of our uniquely different amounts pain.
Reality: the can't so they throw us in wards to try and shut us up with plethora of meds while they cash in on the suffering. It's that little bit of selfishness even they do, not matter how much they try to deny it.

 

[MrDarkness]

It's fine, don't hate yourself for self harming, I understand the pain, if you ever need to talk my dms are always open