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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
then i'll tell my experience:

i DEFINITELY can't risk buying a rope, so i used a scarf. i tied the knot around my neck (the knot is at the back) and didn't tie it to my support (a clothesline), i just passed it through and left a part to hold and release when I was about to pass out. i can't say exactly what the height of clothesline.

i took a breath before dropping my body to the floor, i sat down. then i saw my vision going black and my hearing was weird and i let go of the scarf. this all took less than 10 seconds. i don't feel any pain except for my tongue, which i bit and it started to bleed.

i'm worried because i see reports of people saying that it didn't work and others who felt extreme pain. did I do something wrong?
 
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just passing through
Aug 14, 2024
118
Sounds like you pretty much had it!

Just be careful; people have passed when doing that kind of thing!
 
bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
119
Sounds like you pretty much had it!

Just be careful; people have passed when doing that kind of thing!
i was lucky to let go of the scarf just in time bc my mother arrived a few minutes later and maybe there wasn't time to die.
 

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