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Venting i did not think it was possible to be in this much mental pain

emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
219
had an extremely 2 hour long discussion with my "best friend" about making new friends because he's busy or whatever i fucking forgot already

there's no POSSIBLE way he doesn't hate me now. i am such a disgusting, insufferable piece of garbage. i wish i could just disappear and leave nothing behind.
 
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flowers in the mist

flowers in the mist

dances with demons
Aug 19, 2023
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Aren't you allowed to have more friends or what am I missing here? Or did he tell you to make new friends?
Sorry I'm dumb.
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
219
flowers in the mist said:
Aren't you allowed to have more friends or what am I missing here? Or did he tell you to make new friends?
Sorry I'm dumb.
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i just don't want to make more friends yet he insists that i should. he's busy all the time and he was worried about me because of things i posted i guess.
 
flowers in the mist

flowers in the mist

dances with demons
Aug 19, 2023
69
emptymiku said:
i just don't want to make more friends yet he insists that i should. he's busy all the time and he was worried about me because of things i posted i guess.
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Oh.. well it seems he's just looking out for you then and doesn't want you to be lonely without him..?
I understand it's a tricky situation though if you don't want to.
 
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