Venting I come here hoping to get the courage

[Meditation guide]

I come here for two main reasons. 1. I find posting my thoughts here is freeing and relieves some anxiety. 2. I hope to some day sooner than later to see something that makes me think ok I can do it too. I hate waking up every day. But then I find things I do enjoy, things that pass the time in a pleasant way and forget my mission for a while during the day.
But underneath the wish to die is there always, especially upon waking up. Oh no, yet another day when I should be gone.

The people here who pretend to have attempted suicide deserve a special place in hell btw. People here are extremely depressed and dealing with unbearable situations. I have contempt for anyone coming here with ulterior motives and that includes predators looking for victims.

 

[SVEN]

When your time is right, you'll know. Meantime you can vent here all you want. Best wishes in achieving peace, however you get there.

 

[アホペンギン]

We will provide your needs, to vent and to help you relieve your anxiety. Some day you will find the peace you deserve, however you deem to be the best.

Also, I agree as well.. Those who pretend to have attempted suicide really do deserve a special place in hell.. Its disgusting how people do that especially on a pro-suicide forum where people are suffering.