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hoping something else takes me out
Feb 10, 2026
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in the back of my mind i always crave death. as soon as im alone with my thoughts it consumes me completely. i really do enjoy life sometimes but nothing seems worth it. im totally lost on what to do
 
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Dec 30, 2025
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This is genuinely so relatable. It's like the good times are just distractions from misery.
 
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Do what you want to do or maybe try doing something that sounds stupid to you, never know if knitting or some shit is your calling in life?
 
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