Every day, I always plan to CTB at night, but when night comes, I get an overwhelming feeling that prevents me from CTB. It's like my mind actively declines what I want and forces me to live and leave my problems for tomorrow. It's so annoying how hard it is to mentally prepare myself for CTB.
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Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
- Mar 9, 2024
- 1,676
This is where I'm at too. Like I have my method ready and everything, it just takes so much effort to actually go through with it and I'm too tired.
divinemistress87
Angelic
- Jan 1, 2024
- 4,919
I'm having this issue to. I'm just to tired
myopia
on earth, we’re briefly gorgeous.
- Apr 8, 2024
- 60
This is exactly where I am too. Glad to know I'm not alone.No doubt, it's SI.
The slightest piece of hope also activates SI even more.
You're not alone feeling this way. I feel exactly the same as you. It's draining feeling this way.
halleyscomet
halley
- Mar 26, 2024
- 307
It's most likely SI, but that's okay. You have all the time in the world to make a decision, don't rush into things unless you know you're ready.
I hope you find the peace you're looking for.Similar threads
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