I can't tell anyone how I feel because I'm scared I'll get sent to the psych ward again

[LadyPoulenc]

Isolation from all that I know, constant group therapy. I just can't stand it. I hate the people who use shitty methods to help people and end up harming them. It's not the thought that counts, it's the action. I hate these people so much that I'm afraid of seeking any kind of help so that those people don't ever have power over me ever again. Talking about this stuff with people who can actually empathize with what I've been thru has been so detoxifying, thank you for that. I know this is all a bit incoherrent.

 

[ChainedCrow]

Its the case of finding someone irl who wont judge you and understand your pain and struggle and wont force u into things u dont want to, extremly hard to find someone like that but it is possible the people on this forum are indication that such people exist ;). Its always good to hear someone found a safe place to talk about those feelings on here.
Much love and thank you too for opening up on this site its interesting and good to hear your vents

 

[unluckysadness]

i feel you. i cannot say to doctors or my family i have suicidal thoughs. they would panic and we know how it ends... fortunately we have this place of freedom speech