Venting I can't stop thinking about dying

[internetgrime]

I don't really want to die, honestly. I want a better life. But suicide is constantly on my mind. Some days I just lie around and cry and zone out because I can't think of anything but dying or the shit in my life that makes me feel like death would be an escape. I want to live, I want life to get better, but it's so fucking hard

 

[Callie Arcale]

I also think about dying all the time. It helps me escape the reality of being chronically ill and gives me hope that one day my suffering will end.

Suicidal ideation is a warm, comfy blanket in a world full of pain.

 

[Riu]

I want to live, I want life to get better, but it's so FUCKING hard

This sounds so sincere and so desperate, it brings me right back to that feeling of hopelessness. I just wish there was something I could do or say to make things better... I think at this part life just got unfair for you and it doesn't seem like it's getting any easier for you.



Would you mind if I check in on you in the next few days? Would you like me to check on you? Just know that you're not alone, there's somebody on the other side of the world rooting for you.

 

[Death is my goal]

same, dying been constantly on my mind for such a long time, it's just a mental torture.

 

[Unwr!tten]

This sounds so sincere and so desperate, it brings me right back to that feeling of hopelessness. I just wish there was something I could do or say to make things better... I think at this part life just got unfair for you and it doesn't seem like it's getting any easier for you.



Would you mind if I check in on you in the next few days? Would you like me to check on you? Just know that you're not alone, there's somebody on the other side of the world rooting for you.

@xXinternetgrimeXx

Same, if you want to talk, I'm here because I'm literally the same way.

 

[internetgrime]

This sounds so sincere and so desperate, it brings me right back to that feeling of hopelessness. I just wish there was something I could do or say to make things better... I think at this part life just got unfair for you and it doesn't seem like it's getting any easier for you.



Would you mind if I check in on you in the next few days? Would you like me to check on you? Just know that you're not alone, there's somebody on the other side of the world rooting for you.

That would be very kind of you. I'm rooting for you too

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunate reality is that there could never be anything fair about existing here, it's undeniably such a cruel and hellish world that we exist in where people suffer so much all through no fault of their own. It really doesn't surprise me that so many wish to ctb.

 

[Unattainable666]

And here I thought I was the only one who felt this way! I think about suicide all the time. Just the feeling of such freedom, no more cares, worries, tears. I'm so ready.