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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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I can't stop taking drugs...and it's worse and worse!! I need help!! I need to CBT! I can't even leave the house anymore! I can't call 911..I'l be locked up again! I owe them all money!! HELP
 
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Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
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I can't stop taking drugs...and it's worse and worse!! I need help!! I need to CBT! I can't even leave the house anymore! I can't call 911..I'l be locked up again! I owe them all money!! HELP
can you go to rehab?

who do you owe money to? dealers?

can you move to a different city, make money and then after moving pay them back?
 
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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can you go to rehab?

who do you owe money to? dealers?

can you move to a different city, make money and then after moving pay them back?
I went to rehab! Didn't work!! I can't even leave the house! I am agoraphobic! They put me in rehab when I was in the mental hospital!!I owe all of the mental hospitals money!! I am going to be homeless soon! I need to CBT! I have gone NUTS from drugs and withdrawls!! I only have access to od
I went to rehab! Didn't work!! I can't even leave the house! I am agoraphobic! They put me in rehab when I was in the mental hospital!!I owe all of the mental hospitals money!! I am going to be homeless soon! I need to CBT! I have gone NUTS from drugs and withdrawls!! I only have access to od
I am trying to stop taking the drugs! I don't know how to taper....I just keep taking smaller amounts...I want to take them all! I can't function!
 
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rekt

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Jul 31, 2025
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I went to rehab! Didn't work!! I can't even leave the house! I am agoraphobic! They put me in rehab when I was in the mental hospital!!I owe all of the mental hospitals money!! I am going to be homeless soon! I need to CBT! I have gone NUTS from drugs and withdrawls!! I only have access to od

I am trying to stop taking the drugs! I don't know how to taper....I just keep taking smaller amounts...I want to take them all! I can't function!

You live at home with your parents, yes?
 
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Freedomm

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I went to rehab! Didn't work!! I can't even leave the house! I am agoraphobic! They put me in rehab when I was in the mental hospital!!I owe all of the mental hospitals money!! I am going to be homeless soon! I need to CBT! I have gone NUTS from drugs and withdrawls!! I only have access to od

I am trying to stop taking the drugs! I don't know how to taper....I just keep taking smaller amounts...I want to take them all! I can't function!
I understand you, I have agoraphobia too. When I'm not at home, I have tachycardia and panic. I'm not even thinking straight. I have to fight it every time. I believe that you will be able to get out and I hope that you will be able to get through all this.
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
158
I understand you, I have agoraphobia too. When I'm not at home, I have tachycardia and panic. I'm not even thinking straight. I have to fight it every time. I believe that you will be able to get out and I hope that you will be able to get through all this.
NO! I haven't left the house other than when I tried to OD and went to psych wards in a year...The drugs and WDS are making me insane. But if I stop them...The wds are sooooo bad...I don't know what to do! I just order more drugs online. I want to get some hydrocode to OD with. They gave me seroquel in the psych ward to sleep...Didn't work at home. SO I keep taking benzos!!
NO! I haven't left the house other than when I tried to OD and went to psych wards in a year...The drugs and WDS are making me insane. But if I stop them...The wds are sooooo bad...I don't know what to do! I just order more drugs online. I want to get some hydrocode to OD with. They gave me seroquel in the psych ward to sleep...Didn't work at home. SO I keep taking benzos!!
I can't eat, sleep, shower...until I have taken a Benzo....I can't go on this way! Can't even dress myslf! I can't call anyone for help, or they will lock me up and tie me to a bed again! I need to CTB...Only way I can do it is another OD
 
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morovit

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May 20, 2025
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I understand dude. Benzodiazepines will soon send me to the grave. Only with them I learned what LIFE is and how normal people live. But over time, benzos stopped working, and now they have completely destroyed my mental health. Quit benzos? Should a person go through such suffering?
 

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