I can't stand being in a woman's body

[Alexandra0]

My gender dysphoria appeared in childhood
It is so terrible to be in a body that you hate, despise, I can't look at myself in the mirror, and I can't do anything about it, I want to free myself from my hateful shell.
Sometimes when I walk down the street or look from the balcony and see handsome guys, tears flow from my eyes. I literally can't take my eyes off them. Especially those who are handsome, young and healthy. I envy the body they live in. Sometimes, when I walk behind a guy, I stare at him from head to toe.
I know that there are many like me and I feel so sorry for all of us. It's unfair when things like this happen.
My parents said that they might give me money for a sex change in Thailand, but it won't save me. After all, I want to die first of all because of a physical illness that brings me great suffering. And I live in a homophobic country, no one would change my documents. I am not a transsexual, it is simply impossible here. Unfortunately, I look very feminine.
I want to wish people who suffer from the same affliction - strength, luck and fulfillment of desires. And for myself, I only want to wish that my bus arrives as soon as possible

 

[bankai]

I've always wondered about this quite a bit. It's our minds that determine our gender, not our bodies so it must be immensely difficult being stuck in the wrong body. I'm sure it's a hell that I cannot even imagine. I'm so sorry.

I know you have multiple troubles apart from this. I hope you can find peace somehow.

 

[EternalSkies]

<3

 

[Alexandra0]

I've always wondered about this quite a bit. It's our minds that determine our gender, not our bodies so it must be immensely difficult being stuck in the wrong body. I'm sure it's a hell that I cannot even imagine. I'm so sorry.

I know you have multiple troubles apart from this. I hope you can find peace somehow.

Thank you

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry you have to go through all this
I think the soul has no gender
I was biologically born a woman
but I define myself as genderless
even though I look very feminine

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

I have often thought that it was a curse to be born female, and that the extremely flawed design of our bodies is evidence that there cannot be a perfect, all-loving, all-knowing God. Unless he just hates us.