Dinnerwith6
Silly me
- Dec 11, 2025
- 33
It seems every few months or so I've been awoken from whatever trance I was previously in. I can't even recognise something I did this early month to be me, I think of it as this separate entity. Maybe my struggle to keep track of time has played a role in this but I'd take notes down on what I did that day and I'd still feel this detachment from time. If I'm not being extremely observant of what I do on a day, I'd mistake it to be a faint memory of my dreams or something.
Sometimes when the psychologist would bring up something I did, I wouldn't be able to give an informative answer, only "Wow I did that?" I'm as confused as everyone else. This isn't to say I'm in denial of the things I've done, I still understand what I did was my decision, but looking back and seeing myself, I can't even fathom what and how I was thinking at the time.
Sometimes when the psychologist would bring up something I did, I wouldn't be able to give an informative answer, only "Wow I did that?" I'm as confused as everyone else. This isn't to say I'm in denial of the things I've done, I still understand what I did was my decision, but looking back and seeing myself, I can't even fathom what and how I was thinking at the time.
