Venting I can't listen to music anymore

[m4rius]

The music I listen to is no longer enjoyable. Every song to me is painfully bittersweet now, it's like my brain can't accept any music I once listened to with happiness.

Each depressive episode gets worse, and WORSE. But honestly I am excited for how I'll end up, I mean how much worse can it possibly get right?? HAHAHAHA! Maybe my brain will produce its little own chemicals in response to my terrible condition, perhaps something will change although likely not for the better.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I've not listened to music for a couple of years now for this very reason.
I used to listen to a lot of zero 7 type stuff. Very deep tunes. So that didn't help with emotions.

 

[FuneralCry]

I cannot stand most music personally, it's just unnecessary noise especially repetitive music. But I barely even listen to the kind of music that I prefer anyway. But it must be dreadful to no longer enjoy the things you used to, my existence has always been empty and a unnecessary burden, it's never even been something desirable at all.