Venting I can’t last

[pyx]

Fuck I feel sick my head is spinning it hurts god I have. Headache I can't go on just 3 hours until I go home but I can't it fuckijg hurts my brain is rotting. I can't sustain this until the end of the year. Should I just become a fucking NEET? I will kill myself at some point anyway maybe so why should I continue to live for the sake of others fucking kill me god my head is throbbing holy fuck I will quit enough. How do people work? What the fuck man

 

[Cinnamorolls]

Some people are not able to handle work due to their mental health issues and go on disability, but I've heard it can be much more difficult to get that approved vs physical disabilities. For other people, they just need the right type of job that makes them feel more fulfilled or appreciated.

 

[davidtorez]

Some people are not able to handle work due to their mental health issues and go on disability, but I've heard it can be much more difficult to get that approved vs physical disabilities. For other people, they just need the right type of job that makes them feel more fulfilled or appreciated.

In Australia at least it is near impossible to get on disability for Mental health conditions, even for physical disabilities it is very strict. The only guaranteed disability is blindness that will guarantee you getting the disability payments without difficulty.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really awful and dreadful having to go through that but anyway best wishes, I'm sorry that you suffer so much.

 

[itsneverbeenmoreove]

One thing I really hate about how I'm currently feeling is I know that many of my feelings are temporary grief, but then there are also ones that either aren't grief or aren't temporary. Namely, why should I spend the enormous amount of time and effort it would take to get through my suffering only to live a more or less meaningless life where I do meaningless work likely for mediocre pay so I can continue to suffer a shitty world that is only going to get much worse in my lifetime. What's the point in struggling just to have the joy of struggling forever? It's exhausting to just exist, and even with the minimal amount of work I do, it often feels overwhelming.

Ultimately, I don't actually have a definitive answer to the question.