"I can't kill myself because of my parents" - anyone else hate their own family?

[donttalktome]

I disowned them in my mind a long time ago. I was born to a family consisting of 5 in a 2 room apartment. Never had my own room or a square meter to myself. My parents wouldn't buy me a PC so I had to share my time between 3 brothers for too many years until I had enough and gave up on using the PC at all. My parents wouldn't do simplest things like take me to a dentist my whole childhood even when I asked them, but they expected me to become a doctor or something. They are human pieces of garbage and I wish i was born without a family instead. Would give me better opportunities maybe. Even when I'm dying as confirmed by doctors, or i'm crying from physical pain they won't do anything and tell me i'm overreacting or ignore it, not to mention me being mentally ill my whole life. Today I talked 5 minutes with my father and he doesn't see any fault in his behavior. In short they are breathing human garbage that don't qualify to be human.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Same, mine can't be bothered doing anything for me if it involves more than 30 seconds of time or getting up from the couch.

 

[Jadeith]

Title is a bit.... misleading. "I can't kill myself because of my parents" and that's exactly true. Mine are good people and do not deserve to bury their own child, no matter how much i want to leave. They are unaware of my struggles. Hid my condition from them to avoid worrying them.

 

[LukaParrot]

I can understand how bad parents can affect you as a person for your whole life.

I'm sorry for what you're going through in life.

I hope you can turn things around your life. During my life, I've met some people who have had great success despite having terrible family experiences, these people, some turn back on their parents, some forgave and help them.

Wish you can heal and have better days.

 

[Azlia]

They could not accept or helped me when i came out to them no matter how much i tried or said, all of them end up disowning me and tried to stop and guilt me, so since then i do not accept one of them or their beliefs that clearly matter more than i, if my body is found when the moment comes i do not care a bit about how they will feel.

 

[Hydro]

I want to kill myself because of my parents. I don't know how to function as a person because I was raised by rabid dogs. They keep giving me reasons to CTB every day and I'm getting desperate.

 

[crocune]

I love my parents and can't ctb because it would devastate them