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For the last couple of months, I have tried my best to find the perfect method or get myself to do it, but I just gave out. I live every day not happy enough to want to live, and not depressed enough to go and do the scary act of committing suicide. Can anyone relate and give me some advice?
 
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Maybe you're not meant to go just yet
 
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For the last couple of months, I have tried my best to find the perfect method or get myself to do it, but I just gave out. I live every day not happy enough to want to live, and not depressed enough to go and do the scary act of committing suicide. Can anyone relate and give me some advice?
My friend successfully went a few days ago after failing for ten months. He persevered
 
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For the last couple of months, I have tried my best to find the perfect method or get myself to do it, but I just gave out. I live every day not happy enough to want to live, and not depressed enough to go and do the scary act of committing suicide. Can anyone relate and give me some advice?
Have you ever tried seeking professional help? Maybe there are other options for you before death. Just think about it and do what you think is best for yourself. Best of luck. 💕
 
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Have you ever tried seeking professional help? Maybe there are other options for you before death. Just think about it and do what you think is best for yourself. Best of luck. 💕
I tried some online therapy because it was kinda cheap and easy, even though maybe not the best option. But it wasn't of any help, and the conclusion was that I should get on pills.
My friend successfully went a few days ago after failing for ten months. He persevered
How did he do it? How did he manage to get himself to do it?
 
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I tried some online therapy because it was kinda cheap and easy, even though maybe not the best option. But it wasn't of any help, and the conclusion was that I should get on pills.

How did he do it? How did he manage to get himself to do it?
Therapy is usually not of much help, seeing a psychologist would be a lot better if you can. And getting immediately medicated without trying other options could fuck you up so be careful.. Good luck. ❤️‍🩹
 

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