I was doomed to live a life of numbness. First it started with my dad molesting me at an extremely young age (I only have fragmented memories and emotions from it) then a wicked stepmom coming into the picture who always criticized me and wanted to erase me and any trace of my happiness from existence. I was also bullied and discluded in school for aforementioned numbness. Now as an adult I can't feel anything even if I try. Combine that with the general unpleasantness of the world and I'm seriously wanting to CTB. Maybe if I could feel emotions I wouldn't but I can't.
My dad never got consequences for what he did, in fact I am forced to still interact with them both. Well not forced but extremely pressured to
My dad never got consequences for what he did, in fact I am forced to still interact with them both. Well not forced but extremely pressured to
