Venting I can’t eat.

[droppedmysyrup]

I haven't eaten properly in almost a month and a half and it's getting to the point where I lost 45 pounds almost 50 pounds. I can't even leave bed it's so bad I put ramen in my
Microwave for 4 minutes walked away I don't even want to get back up to go get it I think I'm just gonna go to bed and throw it away next time I'm in my kitchen (who knows when that'll be )

 

[SleepingBliss]

I understand how you feel, I've not been eating at all, I don't even try to, I think I've eaten two sandwichs on separate dates in the last three weeks and I've lost 10kg of weight. I just don't have the energy or care to eat

 

[kunikuzushi]

Eating really can be so difficult. I have to force myself to eat most of the time and it's still not enough and I'm also losing too much weight. Wish you the best

 

[droppedmysyrup]

I understand how you feel, I've not been eating at all, I don't even try to, I think I've eaten two sandwichs on separate dates in the last three weeks and I've lost 10kg of weight. I just don't have the energy or care to eat

my ribs are starting to show and I feel like after all I fought to be okay in the past it all amounted to nothing. I've truly given up

 

[SleepingBliss]

my ribs are starting to show and I feel like after all I fought to be okay in the past it all amounted to nothing. I've truly given up

I've always struggled with eating, always been losing weight even if I'm eating consistently and 'healthily' I think I've just given up on that because my date is soon so why bother. You're not a failure for having this happen, it's a hiccup and when you can and start eating again you can be proud that you have pulled yourself from a low point most people never have to experience