Venting i can’t do it anymore

[moew]

my boyfriend won't answer me hes the only reason im alive anymore
we got in an argument yesterday i think he hates me now i don't know what to do i don't know if i should just ctb while i can or admit myself to a hospital

 

[luxio]

I would admit yourself to a hospital since or seek out help if u believe u are going to impulsively CTB. There may be other options to explore.

 

[behindtheveil]

my boyfriend won't answer me hes the only reason im alive anymore
we got in an argument yesterday i think he hates me now i don't know what to do i don't know if i should just ctb while i can or admit myself to a hospital

Anger is part of love and so is hate, Don't despair, we all need some time to cool off sometimes and a bit of love. Relationships are twisty as such. But love is eternal.
We all make mistakes, but the good thing is as long as we are in this existence we can amend or apologize. But not for their sake but ours.
Take it from someone who has no one0 do your best here bcoz true love exists, maybe not here but then up there. And if my soulmate who's an angel, I will have to work really hard here to raise up to her kevel.
So smile, you are worth more than anything this world could offer. Sending you lots of love and blessings.

 

[moew]

Anger is part of love and so is hate, Don't despair, we all need some time to cool off sometimes and a bit of love. Relationships are twisty as such. But love is eternal.
We all make mistakes, but the good thing is as long as we are in this existence we can amend or apologize. But not for their sake but ours.
Take it from someone who has no one0 do your best here bcoz true love exists, maybe not here but then up there. And if my soulmate who's an angel, I will have to work really hard here to raise up to her kevel.
So smile, you are worth more than anything this world could offer. Sending you lots of love and blessings.

thank you so much, this really helped me a lot. i think im going to try to seek help and make myself better for both myself and him

 

[NihilDoll]

As a fellow dude i can confirm: Radio silence is a common coping mechanism when shit hits the fan.
A bit anecdotal, but for me, i withdraw when shit gets bad and i fear escalating it further. A.e. i do that when i care about things eventually getting better.
When i don't care, i tend to fight things out to the bitter end just to get it out of my way.

Take your hesitation as a good sign. Seek the help you feel you need, give your man a bit of space and things have a great chance of improving.
Much luck you two <3