Help I can’t ctb not now at least

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I want to let go but I can't I just can't I feel like something is holding me back I don't know what it is I don't think I'm ready but I want to but Surely if I give up everything if I kill if I get my hands dirty then I'd have nothing left to hold on to and I'll be free and then I'll be ready to ctb but I have no clue if that will help so what do you think

 

[Lost_my_soul]

Hold on, have some sushi and a beer, ctb can wait till you feel like doing it.

 

[haibane]

dont worry take your time, you have ure entire life to think about it. Wait till ure absolutely sure u will not regret anything.

 

[Garf125]

If you feel you're not ready then you're not ready. Let it wait until you can commit to the decision and do NOT I repeat DO NOT hurt anybody in an attempt to make it easier. CTB should always be a purely individual undertaking. If you're that dead set on making it easier for yourself just get real drunk and put on some sad music.