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thereisnoone

It’s getting cold
Mar 26, 2024
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Does anyone else relate? I cant bare to look at a decieving face pretending to be nice when I know the two sided nature of people that caused me suffering somehow translating. I cant bare look at peoples faces because I dont want to associate my suffering with their face, but I know people by face in my own life the cause of my suffering.
 
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Arin

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Jan 12, 2025
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Does anyone else relate? I cant bare to look at a decieving face pretending to be nice when I know the two sided nature of people that caused me suffering somehow translating. I cant bare look at peoples faces because I dont want to associate my suffering with their face, but I know people by face in my own life the cause of my suffering.

Absolutely. I relate to this so damn much and I'm sorry you're experiencing it as well. Fairly recently I went to an event when I saw the faces of the people who'd abused and tormented me for years, and when driving on the way home I had a complete fucking breakdown; I couldn't bear it all. It was all just a reminder of what was done to me, and the fact that there was no justice and there will never be for any of it.

I hope we're both able to find peace.
 
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