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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30 - Random seal might appear
Oct 27, 2025
198
FUCKING HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING LIFE

I KEEP GETTING ANGRY AND READY TO BREAK MORE AND MORE SHIT

I ALREADY DAMAGED SOME DOORS BUT THEY STILL HOLD UP THEY CAN BE DESTROYED MORE

I ALREADY HURT MYSELF BUT THE DAMAGE WAS SUPERFICIAL I CAN CUT DEEPER

IM SO FUCKING ANGRY I WANNA BURN MY FUCKING HOUSE DOWN WITH ME AND MY DAD IN IT

I HATE PEOPLE I HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS STUPID ASS LIFE ESPECIALLY MY DUNBFUCK FAMILY I HATE THEM SO MUCH I WISH I WAS NEVER FUCKING BORN FUCKING IDIOTS SHOULDVE ENEVER HAD KIDS I HATE MY SCHIZO MOM I HATE MY DUMBASS DAD AND MY ASSHOL BROTHER I HATE THEM ALL I HATE PEOPLE WHO OFFER CONERN I HATE EVERY FUCKING PERSON ON THIS SHIT WASTE PLANET FUCK

AND THESER NEVEER ANY FUCKING HELP OUT OF THIS SHIT I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU IM GOING TO DESTROY THIS WHOLE HOUSE
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,470
I hear you loud, and clear.
 
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SentimentalTrip

SentimentalTrip

Member
Mar 30, 2023
83
I get that. I've been feeling really angry for weeks. Not to the extent that I've started breaking things, but still. I have several diary entries from like seven years ago that read similarly to your post, and here I am in the year 2025 feeling identically. I hate being alive. I really, really, really do.
 
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AstralMadness

AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
100
Never felt more related to a post lol I'm always angry I wanna break shit or hurt myself or others but there's a lot of things holding me back from all of that
 
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Lost.Empyrean

Lost.Empyrean

°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟·。
Sep 6, 2025
46
I struggle with this so bad too, a lot of the times I feel so angry I either can't eat for the rest of the day or like i'm gonna put a hole in the wall
 
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just_a_guy

just_a_guy

thispersondoesnotexist
Oct 27, 2023
177
I get where you're coming from. The anger is always just beneath the surface, and it starts to weigh you down. I hope you can find some peace.
 
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