gambardella
De l'inconvénient d'être né
- Dec 1, 2019
- 44
"It seemed to me that I was partially unlearning what I had never learned and yet knew so well, and that is to live."
Although he had thought about it, Camus didn't catch the bus. But I will. I have thought about this for a long time and I am more than ready to depart.
This thread is to help document on the SN method, but it is also to thank this community for all the support it has brought to me during my hard times. I'm awful at conversations and I haven't talked to many of you, but from the short period I've been here I know how kind and beautiful everyone here is. I am all alone in this room and in this bed that are unfamiliar to me, and I truly wish I could hug you all and maybe even cry, a little bit. Thank you so, so much to all.
Now, for documentation, I did the 48H regimen. Fasted for 8 hours. I used metopimazine as an antiemetic. Will use sleeping pills (doxylamine) 30mins before the SN drink. I also took 1000mg paracetamol but no antacids. Will use 2 tablespoons of SN in as little water as possible. Just enough to mix everything. My weight is 47kg (in case that's useful data?...). I throw up very easily so I'm expecting for some vomiting to happen. I have 2 more glasses prepared.
SN drink is planned for 10PM (i.e, in 40 minutes). I really, really hope not to fail. Please pray for me, for this to work, in case there is an omniscient God watching me right now.
It was great being here. Sending you all my love all across the world <3
Although he had thought about it, Camus didn't catch the bus. But I will. I have thought about this for a long time and I am more than ready to depart.
This thread is to help document on the SN method, but it is also to thank this community for all the support it has brought to me during my hard times. I'm awful at conversations and I haven't talked to many of you, but from the short period I've been here I know how kind and beautiful everyone here is. I am all alone in this room and in this bed that are unfamiliar to me, and I truly wish I could hug you all and maybe even cry, a little bit. Thank you so, so much to all.
Now, for documentation, I did the 48H regimen. Fasted for 8 hours. I used metopimazine as an antiemetic. Will use sleeping pills (doxylamine) 30mins before the SN drink. I also took 1000mg paracetamol but no antacids. Will use 2 tablespoons of SN in as little water as possible. Just enough to mix everything. My weight is 47kg (in case that's useful data?...). I throw up very easily so I'm expecting for some vomiting to happen. I have 2 more glasses prepared.
SN drink is planned for 10PM (i.e, in 40 minutes). I really, really hope not to fail. Please pray for me, for this to work, in case there is an omniscient God watching me right now.
It was great being here. Sending you all my love all across the world <3
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