Venting I can not do this anymore

[Bad-luck]

I feel as if life is not working for me. It isn't what I thought it would be. I had a plan to do well in life but guess what? It went horrible. I can't do this anymore. I simply can not. Before entering college, things were okay. I still had these depressing thoughts but it wasn't as nearly as bad right now. College came along and my god, it was so stressful and depressing. The amount of stuff that I had to do, the amount of times where I had to keep things in, and the amount of times where I wanted to go out but I just stayed at my apartment. I made a plan to do better but guess what? I didn't do that because of how incompetent I can be. I lost interest in everything that I used to enjoy. I can't do this anymore. I want to CTB

 

[PanaxMan]

Damn same

 

[FuneralCry]

I get why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway best wishes, it's really understandable to me just wishing to be free.