I thought about my life before I went to sleep last night, about what I've done, what others have done to me.
Sure there's been some bad things that have happened, especially in June for me, but the flashbacks are slowly starting to get better and it's left me with the thought that it's possible I could forget this part of my life and actually move on, I don't need to talk about it anymore or bring it up.
Also if you've read my last diary entry you will have some context but my life might actually have a big change soon.
Other than hopefully getting a job where I minimally have to talk and interact with people I'll be working on my goals and dreams of writing and making visual novels/comics.
I can just imagine it, I'm slowly visualizing my new life where early in the morning I get up, do a few hour shift and than get straight to working on my dreams.
I guess after dealing with all the baggage of the last few months I'm able to see my life isn't ruined, and I can start a new.
Look at me being all hopeful lol
Anyways thanks for reading, I've been the thick of despair over thinking nothing will really change and have been stuck in thought loops for three months straight of flashbacks, getting extremely frustrated and depressed…but the thoughts have finally calmed down and perhaps anyone who's reading can find something they're happy they've over come.
Sure there's been some bad things that have happened, especially in June for me, but the flashbacks are slowly starting to get better and it's left me with the thought that it's possible I could forget this part of my life and actually move on, I don't need to talk about it anymore or bring it up.
Also if you've read my last diary entry you will have some context but my life might actually have a big change soon.
Other than hopefully getting a job where I minimally have to talk and interact with people I'll be working on my goals and dreams of writing and making visual novels/comics.
I can just imagine it, I'm slowly visualizing my new life where early in the morning I get up, do a few hour shift and than get straight to working on my dreams.
I guess after dealing with all the baggage of the last few months I'm able to see my life isn't ruined, and I can start a new.
Look at me being all hopeful lol
Anyways thanks for reading, I've been the thick of despair over thinking nothing will really change and have been stuck in thought loops for three months straight of flashbacks, getting extremely frustrated and depressed…but the thoughts have finally calmed down and perhaps anyone who's reading can find something they're happy they've over come.
