I bought a rope and now I think it will be enough for partial suspension.

[25dRvS9Ka]

I'm still worried about its effectiveness, but the rope doesn't hurt my neck like the shoelace does.

I still have some questions, like, is it better to be fasting when I'm doing the CTB? I think the morgue staff would be grateful.

I'm thinking about using soap to make the rope slip more, although the string slides much better than the shoelace.

Now I just need to do a few things on time, I plan to leave all my clothes clean and take a shower. I'm totally discouraged from writing a letter, I can't think of anything, it would just be a waste of time, do you feel the same?

 

[FishRain3469]

I don't know much about ropes or hanging but I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

I am currently writing some notes so they have Some closure, of some Sort. Although I certainly respect and understand it being a waste of time also.

Thoughts and prayers to you during this time.

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

I don't think I'll leave anything written. Only my beloved wife would miss me. But I believe she knows what I think about life. I've always left some hints about what I think. My best moments were and are with her. Still, I don't think of writing anything. Anyway, people need to understand the truth about life.

 

[Darkover]

This is my rope i am going to try and hang my self with i am doing full suspension either in my own flat or at the local park

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

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This is my rope i am going to try and hang my self with i am doing full suspension either in my own flat or at the local park

I hope everything goes as you wish. You have gone deeper to understand what life is all about. Your peace will be well deserved.

 

[Sn0wy0wl]

I know nothing about hanging, I'm researching helium/nitrogen options. But those ropes that you have posted here don't look too reliable. Are those able to support weight of human body?

 

[Darkover]

I know nothing about hanging, I'm researching helium/nitrogen options. But those ropes that you have posted here don't look too reliable. Are those able to support weight of human body?

my rope maximum BREAKING STRENGTH for mine is 3000lbs or 1360kg more than enough for my 80kg body weight the rope is for mountain climbing

 

[darksouls]

you are not alone
we are with you
love and peace to you my friend