I bought a gun

[moldyara2002]

It took a LOT of research and psychological barriers to finally get it. But now it's mine. I am still feeling uneasy and unconfident. But it may just be my overthinking anxiety. It's a 9mm handgun with hollowpoint bullets FFS. I read the thread about angles and placements. But still believe I have more to know and learn about that. Most likely going through the roof of my mouth. I've also thought about combining it with sitting on the roof of a tall building so I fall, but would need to make an access plan if so. I still worry so much about the bullet not killing me, and just paralyzing or disabling me. It's still an oddly comforting feeling just knowing that I have it now. But I feel like I'm in an uncanny middle era stage mentally.

 

[Liebestod]

If you want to learn more I suggest these threads

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-properly-ctb-with-firearms-informative.215699/

Guns/firearms megathread

Hello all, I'm thrw_a_way1221221, or you can call me TAW122 if that's easier for you. In this thread, here is all the information in regards to ctb'ing via a gun/firearm. Everyone who is suggesting or choosing to ctb via 'N' and 'A' and 'H', that's cool. However, this thread is about GUNS (Not...

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