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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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I don't want to live on the street or in a mental hospital...I don't haave the ability to fuction anymore. This is no kind of life. I want to die
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,271
Mmm. (I've had CTB wishes on and off)

Feel free to share as little or as much as you wish, I'm here ^^

PS: I read a tiny bit about what was posted previously, maybe The Taper Clinic may help? (just suggesting, idk if u've tried them already)
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
I have tried tapering...can't go through Years of wds...I can't STanD this pain! did you get help?
I run in circles all day long! I go on here because the akathesia is so bad I have to madly type. I just keep going back to my sleeping pills because sleep is my only escape! I scream when I wake up
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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mmm, at the minimum, the last few mg of tapering is apparently the trickiest, since random variation from half a pill or smth is apparently variable enough to randomise its effects a bit

Source: taper clinic, not personal experience
 
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