I believe I will be ctb tonight

[ef99]

Hello, all.

I have been debating this to myself for a long time but I believe tonight is finally the night where I ctb. I have finally met someone who makes me feel so horrible about myself that I think it's finally giving me the motivation I needed to ctb. My method of choice is using Diphenhydramine Hcl with a total dose of 9.1g. I hope I don't back out this time at the last second and finally go through with it since this person I've met truly makes me hate existing. I think it was exactly what I needed. Much love to you all.

 

[madameviolette]

I hate to be that person but diphenhydramine is unlikely to cause death and will cause massive hallucinations, please consider something else

 

[Realog11]

Hello, all.

I have been debating this to myself for a long time but I believe tonight is finally the night where I ctb. I have finally met someone who makes me feel so horrible about myself that I think it's finally giving me the motivation I needed to ctb. My method of choice is using Diphenhydramine Hcl with a total dose of 9.1g. I hope I don't back out this time at the last second and finally go through with it since this person I've met truly makes me hate existing. I think it was exactly what I needed. Much love to you all.

Same I am ctb tonight

 

[soul2realm]

Hello, all.

I have been debating this to myself for a long time but I believe tonight is finally the night where I ctb. I have finally met someone who makes me feel so horrible about myself that I think it's finally giving me the motivation I needed to ctb. My method of choice is using Diphenhydramine Hcl with a total dose of 9.1g. I hope I don't back out this time at the last second and finally go through with it since this person I've met truly makes me hate existing. I think it was exactly what I needed. Much love to you all.

Hey fellow passenger, I am sorry for your pain and the situation you are in. Whatever you decide is your decision, but don't you think going out should be on our terms not because some scumbag made us do so. Loads of love and blessings to you.

 

[ef99]

Hey fellow passenger, I am sorry for your pain and the situation you are in. Whatever you decide is your decision, but don't you think going out should be on our terms not because some scumbag made us do so. Loads of love and blessings to you.

Yeah I agree. Unfortunately we're actually friends and honestly am just not in a very good headspace right now so it really feels like the nail in the coffin for me. I might sleep on it though don't want to do anything rash.

 

[liza]

Nah. The brain is so extremely powerful that it starts lying to you. And YOU believe that to be the truth. Trust me listen to me. It's not worth it. Listen to me

Hello, all.

I have been debating this to myself for a long time but I believe tonight is finally the night where I ctb. I have finally met someone who makes me feel so horrible about myself that I think it's finally giving me the motivation I needed to ctb. My method of choice is using Diphenhydramine Hcl with a total dose of 9.1g. I hope I don't back out this time at the last second and finally go through with it since this person I've met truly makes me hate existing. I think it was exactly what I needed. Much love to you all.

The more you give into your brain power the more it becomes the truth. It's all lies.

Hello, all.

I have been debating this to myself for a long time but I believe tonight is finally the night where I ctb. I have finally met someone who makes me feel so horrible about myself that I think it's finally giving me the motivation I needed to ctb. My method of choice is using Diphenhydramine Hcl with a total dose of 9.1g. I hope I don't back out this time at the last second and finally go through with it since this person I've met truly makes me hate existing. I think it was exactly what I needed. Much love to you all.

One time, I gave my brain all its power. And guess what? I stared to hallucinate and hear voices. The more power and belief you give into the brain it comes through truth.

 

[soul2realm]

Yeah I agree. Unfortunately we're actually friends and honestly am just not in a very good headspace right now so it really feels like the nail in the coffin for me. I might sleep on it though don't want to do anything rash.

You do that. If I may suggest a hot drink and a comfy bed really helps. Take care.