It's been 6 years and I am slowly dulling. I am getting stupider and dumber every year. Worse social skills. Always awkward and don't know what is the correct action in current setting.
Always having harsh treatment, I can't fight back, my diseases are making it harder on me. Nobody really feels or cares about anything. I want to live and die at the same time. I just want to stay away from people and just live in a room and sleep forever I don't want anyone to bother me.
Everything is tiring I am tired, existing is tiring, thinking is tiring, playing is tiring. Nothing is fun. Nothing is fulfilled. Everything is a burden on me and its so heavy.
I feel like I am a corpse
Always having harsh treatment, I can't fight back, my diseases are making it harder on me. Nobody really feels or cares about anything. I want to live and die at the same time. I just want to stay away from people and just live in a room and sleep forever I don't want anyone to bother me.
Everything is tiring I am tired, existing is tiring, thinking is tiring, playing is tiring. Nothing is fun. Nothing is fulfilled. Everything is a burden on me and its so heavy.
I feel like I am a corpse
