Venting I am tired and just want to explode

[JoeProf]

Dear Lads,

I am Joe but you can call me any name.

I wrote multiple posts but deleted them because no-one responded. Currently I am just tired mentally and always irritated. My behaviour is starting to be weird and no one understands me.

My family don't care for me for some reason by family I mean my brothers. They treat me bad and just very prideful treatment. Always making you feel little. And I hate that, I became always irritated by things happening around me and I can't find someone to talk to that will genuinely care for me.

I do lots of things but I get nothing back

I feel I am either the toxic one or I am in a toxic environment.

Best regards,
Tom

 

[DirtCommie]

Aye Id recommend that you go out and meet many many people cause there is always this one golden rule:

"If you meet 100 people and very few of them are assholes? Then youre not an asshole . You just grew up in environment where there's a bunch of assholes and they made YOU believe youre somehow an asshole lol. But if you meet 100 people and theyre all assholes? Then youre the asshole."

It could just be youre in a toxic environment and your brothers have convinced you youre an asshole when in fact THEYRE the assholes.

Ome thing I will note is that toxic people tend to never or rarely see themselves as toxic, so you even having the courage and the presemce of mind to admit that maybe you are toxic probably bodes very well for the likes of you....

Best of wishes Sorry for your pain

 

[JoeProf]

Dear Lads,

I am Joe but you can call me any name.

I wrote multiple posts but deleted them because no-one responded. Currently I am just tired mentally and always irritated. My behaviour is starting to be weird and no one understands me.

My family don't care for me for some reason by family I mean my brothers. They treat me bad and just very prideful treatment. Always making you feel little. And I hate that, I became always irritated by things happening around me and I can't find someone to talk to that will genuinely care for me.

I do lots of things but I get nothing back

I feel I am either the toxic one or I am in a toxic environment.

Best regards,
Tom

I just read this post and I can't remember what I was feeling back then or what really made me mad. I forgot the problem

 

[k1m]

Whether you're toxic or surrounded by toxic people, it could help to talk to a mental health professional. Especially if you have scary extreme feelings.