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ineed2die

Member
Feb 15, 2024
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I am a shitty person. I hate myself and everyone else hates me.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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We don't hate you, and I don't believe that you are a shitty person. I'm sorry you feel this way, sending you love. Feel free to vent, if you feel this way, it shows that you are a caring person.
 
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Rainbow Dash

Rainbow Dash

Aspie
Aug 11, 2024
207
No worries.

I hate myself and i halve a very low self esteem.

I hurt all those that get close to me.

I had a fiance and well.. Yeah single now.


Between you and i.....

Best we can do is work on our selves and get back on out feet.

Im here for you man or women.... And it might seem like we are in the shitter... But its really not

All we can do if move forward and get back on our feet and continue our lives.

It may seem like we are down but in reality their are way worse shittier situations we can be in.

I lost my family. My fiance. My job. My self reslect and dignity.

If i can say we can bounce back up...
Then we can.....


Feel free to PM me if you want to and ill reply when i can.

All i am saying is that i hate myself more that ever and i surved 4 failed suicide attemps.

And dont get me wrong.

Im still shitty and depressed.

But if wanna talk im here.

If you think you hit low.... You are wrong and lots of others who hit rock bottom and would disagree.

I garantee that not all hate you.
I garantee thst youbdont hate yourself.

You might ge at a depression point where you think others gate you and hate your self but i doubt that.

I lost my fiance, family, career.

You might think you are at rock bottom but it can be worse man. :/

I tried 4 times to CTB..

2 times i pussied out.

If wanna talk. Feel free to PM me.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
We don't hate you! Why do you hate yourself? Well, I failed big in life but honestly, I don't hate myself for that. It was just bad luck.

I'm sorry you have to go through this. đź«‚
 

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