Venting I am nothing

[Saponification]

I am nothing. People don't notice me because when they look in my direction they see nothing. Like a character that has been scrapped late in the writing of the script, I bring nothing to the story and am practically non-existent. I am less than a soulless NPC, I'm not even a shadow of a human being. It doesn't matter how much I try to be noticed, to be something, to fit in, because I am not supposed to be a part of this world. I am but a ghost with no purpose.

 

[sweetcreep]

i too feel like nothing. i wish i was nothing. ive willingly become a background character in my own life and in turn am forgotten by everyone. sometimes it hurts knowing that i mean nothing to anyone. that i'm so easily left behind. but in my situation, it's all for the best that i'm so easily disposable to others.

 

[AbusedInnocent]

I try to convince myself that it's a good thing that I can CTB without hurting anyone and that I'll immediately be forgotten, still can't bring myself to actively avoid finding friends though.