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lilibunnyy

lilibunnyy

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Jul 7, 2024
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I have no personality anymore. Im a blank page.

I loved music, movies, photography, art. Now I don't do any of it, the last drop is not being able to listen to music anymore.

All the life I have left me, and I have no strength to try to reach back to who I was.

I cant even work anymore because I cant focus and get brain fog. I used to work really hard

Anyone has any tips on how to deal with this ?
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

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Jun 28, 2026
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Man, that's tough. My nihilism hits me for a week before I am able to recover.

Usually, I try to compartmentalize and focus on a small, doable task: make my bed, shave, do laundry. I don't know if you could apply that to music...maybe try to listen and enjoy one new song tonight.

I hope for your love for art returns.
 
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