i am in so much mental agony right now i cannot even see anymore.

[unnormal9]

Even with my glasses my head is just throbbing like never before my eye sight blurring out and my heart for all things will not stop racing. this is i am supposed to live with for another 27 years?

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds really horrible what you have to endure, it's certainly true that there is too much pain in existing and it disgusts me how life can torture people so much, it's such a hellish world we exist in where people are expected to just suffer for decades on end.

 

[noonipie]

how long has this gone on for? i've never really heard of these physical symptoms before... im sorry you have to deal with this... i hope that this condition is abnormal for you and surely it will get better with time and effort