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ItNeedsToHappen

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I get drunk and I start buying stuff online to move away. Clothes and shit. But I wake up in the morning wanting to CTB. Should I just do some compulsive shit and move without telling my parents? I should've been out of my house 5-10 years ago. I'm 29. My Mom told me that she would CTB if I did. I want to be strong. I am in a terrible spot. Did some really bad stuff and am gonna be on the news.
I can't just think about myself. I have siblings that care about me, but this is gonna affect them too. Just an all around shit show.
 
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I don't know the specifics of your situation. Are police after you? It sounds like you don't have many options, but I'd definitely want to get far away from where you are. If police are after you then maybe talk to a lawyer? Definitely don't go to prison because getting locked up is the worst thing that can happen to a suicidal person. I'm sorry you're in such a horrible situation.
 
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I know of criminals out there who have committed a lot crimes and what not including identity fraud and so many other bad things. I suppose it's me of those an eye for an eye ay. Isn't life ironic that other people would want to get others in trouble for things they have done themselves.

A first class criminal pointing fingers at others looooool. Some of these police are the biggest criminals and they morally corrupt themselves. Can you imagine a criminal saying another person should go to prison when they are constant criminal themselves. The audacity 😂😂😂
 
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ItNeedsToHappen

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It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.
 
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It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.
Just wait. Delete your account if possible and stay off social media. If anyone reaches out to you, just apologize sincerely. It should hopefully blow over in time.

It seems you have a mother that cares. A lot of people don't. I'm just saying. I think you should be fine.
 
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It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.
Oh that changes things. Honestly you have nothing to worry about then. It sounds like your situation kind of sucks anyways with your mom threatening you with her own life. If I were you I'd try and get a new start somewhere else. Even if you actually end up on the news people forget these things quickly, and it won't follow you around like some curse.

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I know of criminals out there who have committed a lot crimes and what not including identity fraud and so many other bad things. I suppose it's me of those an eye for an eye ay. Isn't life ironic that other people would want to get others in trouble for things they have done themselves.

A first class criminal pointing fingers at others looooool. Some of these police are the biggest criminals and they morally corrupt themselves. Can you imagine a criminal saying another person should go to prison when they are constant criminal themselves. The audacity 😂😂😂
Careful though. OP may have some real legal issues to deal with. They probably can't afford to antagonize the police, regardless of their opinion. I don't want OP to be hurt.
I get drunk and I start buying stuff online to move away. Clothes and shit. But I wake up in the morning wanting to CTB. Should I just do some compulsive shit and move without telling my parents? I should've been out of my house 5-10 years ago. I'm 29. My Mom told me that she would CTB if I did. I want to be strong. I am in a terrible spot. Did some really bad stuff and am gonna be on the news.
I can't just think about myself. I have siblings that care about me, but this is gonna affect them too. Just an all around shit show.
If this "really bad" stuff potentially involves a crime, a smart choice would be a lawyer, if feasible
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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Careful though. OP may have some real legal issues to deal with. They probably can't afford to antagonize the police, regardless of their opinion. I don't want OP to be hurt.

If this "really bad" stuff potentially involves a crime, a smart choice would be a lawyer, if feasible
Oh I remember a riot that was done here towards the police and things went down for being racists towards blacks here in London. Are you talking about the same police or different police.?? Loool I'm not scared of Police is it the same police who was lying on a black man and making false allegations because they didn't like him because they had a name for him which is "gollira" or are we talking about different cops loool and this was even their colleague.

Cops this cops that, always bragging is that the reason why this man was so scared and cried on how this man who he had accommodated had called cops on him. I know of a police man who raped and murdered a woman in London Lool so stupid thinking a "cop" means integrity. Is it the same cops that made a mixed race man commit suicide because of their racism towards him or is it different type of cops that someone is bragging about 🤨 just trying to look for something.

I don't respect them because POC have mentioned how it was hard for them being COPS because of their experience of working there or is it different cops we are talking about. Even in America they had this whole movement of wanting to defunding the police because of them targeting black and other POC. I have seen a lot of black men who look like you or another black males who have cried on how they always just target or stop them in the streets. Thats why I laugh at you thinking that bragging about them will scare me or fear monger me.

Next time people should think before they open their mouth because it makes you look like a big fool. If that all didn't happen then I will have a different opinion so try again.

Criminal hacker. Go as that racist was he always crying and hating the police so much since you want to bring them up so much.

Scammer, fraudster, liar, hacker.

Next time don't come crying saying oh your ex was a racist or that racist cunt or that coloniser and or and or that whilst the playing uncle Tom for them . Try again.

Ps - I agree real legal stuff will start with identity fraud, fraud, scamming, hacking, cyberstalking, malicious communications, defamations and all of that . If the person is clear of all of that then yes that's cool and that's fine and then this also have a room to talk
 
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