I am going to scout the bridge tonight

[Arvinneedstodie]

I'm going to grab some food, drive around for a bit to hopefully calm my nerves. Then I will drive over this very high bridge that I plan to jump from. If I am ready, and when the bridge is cleared, I might just pull over and jump. If I dont reply to this post tomorrow morning, or if there is any mention of a man jumping from a bridge anywhere then I have jumped. Hopefully they haven't put up the fencing yet...

Thank you to anyone who reads this. I am socially isolated, so this place is the only place that I will leave this collection of thoughts. I know life is not always miserable. It can be truly beautiful and enjoyable. If you have any chance at living a decent life, then strive for it, it is worth the fight. I am grateful to have had a few precious good memories here and there. I am grateful that I have the freedom to attempt suicide.

It is so cold out there and I am so broken and lonely. Please wish me luck, and good luck to you all.

 

[Stan]

Glad you found some comfort by being on this site, as it does for many. Wishing you the luck you are looking for

 

[Azzy69]

How high is the bridge?

 

[Jean4]

If it is your time, I am sending you love and light. If it is not, we will be here when you get back.

 

[netcafe]

That guy has the same name as I do. It is a somewhat common name for this ethnicity. I would guess he means Pasadena, CA because that is close to the largest population of that ethnicity.

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

That guy has the same name as I do. It is a somewhat common name for this ethnicity. I would guess he means Pasadena, CA because that is close to the largest population of that ethnicity.

My name?

 

[netcafe]

My name?

Arvin?

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

Arvin?

Yes, so you're arvin too? I have never met another arvin my whole life.

 

[netcafe]

Yes, so you're arvin too? I have never met another arvin my whole life.

I'm an Arvin and you wrote that you are checking out the bridge. The bridge in Pasadena is near one of the largest population of a certain ethnicity, which has Arvin as a somewhat common name.

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

I'm an Arvin and you wrote that you are checking out the bridge. The bridge in Pasadena is near one of the largest population of a certain ethnicity, which has Arvin as a somewhat common name.

I wish I can relate to that my friend. I live on the east coast, in NYC to be exact. Nice to meet another arvin though. How you doing?

 

[netcafe]

So are you not part of that ethnicity? They live in Glendale

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

So are you not part of that ethnicity? They live in Glendale

No, I'm pretty sure I'm not part of the ethnicity that you are referring to.

 

[netcafe]

No, I'm pretty sure I'm not part of the ethnicity that you are referring to.

Are you German, Indian, FIlipino, or Black? Thsoe are the only races I've come across that also have it, except for German, which is where the name comes from.

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

So I'm still alive... feel miserable and am going to the hospital. Thanks for the kind replies...

 

[Jean4]

So I'm still alive... feel miserable and am going to the hospital. Thanks for the kind replies...

I was just coming here to see how you were. What is going on? I am glad you are going to the hospital if that is what you need :)

 

[Istanbulite]

So I'm still alive... feel miserable and am going to the hospital. Thanks for the kind replies...

yes you still are!

 

[Hollowman]

Maybe, that's an old tread and his name's crossed out.

yes you still are!

Maybe, that's an old tread and his n

Maybe, that's an old tread and his name's crossed out.

Nevermind my dumbass gets confused

 

[Istanbulite]

Maybe, that's an old tread and his name's crossed out.



Nevermind my dumbass gets confused

nope, he's well and alive!

 

[Hollowman]

Yeah that's good I got confused

 

[iloverachel]

I am sorry you have been suffering for so long my friend