Venting i am genuinely so exhausted

[sadpigeon]

i'm just genuinely so tired, all the time. my life is coming to an end in a few days but all i can think about is sleeping. i'm supposed to go out to eat with my mom today but i just want to nap, though i wont because this is the last time we will go out together. i feel like im drowning, i feel so weighed down. im just so ready to pass on and not feel this anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired, it's the kind of tiredness only eternal sleep can take away for me and bring me peace from, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[sadpigeon]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired, it's the kind of tiredness only eternal sleep can take away for me and bring me peace from, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

exactly, that's how it feels.

 

[RinneOfAragon]

Oh I empathise with this. Feeling trapped but also constantly exhausted. Sending love your way

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I'm so tired too. Beyond tired. I wish I could cut the ties and summon the courage.

 

[Dejected 55]

To me it's exhausting on two levels. There is the exhausting from dealing with all the horrible I'm dealing with... and there is the exhausting from having to pretend for the sake of others so I don't bring them down with me or get bogged down in meaningless conversation with someone who really doesn't understand or care.

I've cut out most of the exhausting from interaction with others by minimizing that contact and just not sugar-coating anything anymore but also not letting myself get sucked into conversations I no longer want to have with others.

The exhausting from dealing with my actual problems never goes away though.