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degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
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i am so pathetic like genuinely. i look so pathetic to everyone else, i look lonely, and yeah i am, but you know whats funny?
i dont feel lonely. because i immediately imagine myself into all the media i see and like. i imagine myself as their friends, make up conversations and stories. my brain makes me so lonely but not at the same time! does that even make sense?
 
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voidblankmore1

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Mar 10, 2026
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Definitely makes sense, I relate to this too lol. It's like everyone around me sees what a loser I am but it doesn't even affect me since I'm so disconnected from absolutely everything in my life and completely absorbed in my daydreams.
 
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dyingslowly

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Jul 17, 2023
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i am so pathetic like genuinely. i look so pathetic to everyone else, i look lonely, and yeah i am, but you know whats funny?
i dont feel lonely. because i immediately imagine myself into all the media i see and like. i imagine myself as their friends, make up conversations and stories. my brain makes me so lonely but not at the same time! does that even make sense?
You might be pathetic but my nga you will never reach the level of pathetic that I am
 
degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
163
Definitely makes sense, I relate to this too lol. It's like everyone around me sees what a loser I am but it doesn't even affect me since I'm so disconnected from absolutely everything in my life and completely absorbed in my daydreams.
EXACTLY! everyone sees what i really am and.. i dont. i dont want to do anything because well im not affected, im too absorbed in whatever shit im coming up with in my head
You might be pathetic but my nga you will never reach the level of pathetic that I am
i beg to differ
 

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