Venting I am doomed to live this life forever

[killawithme]

You know, I feel like I'm stuck forever in this hellhole called earth. This whole planet seems designed to keep you stuck, keep you weak, and keep you addicted. Every time I try to make something of my life, I get stuck by my addictions and my sickness. It's like you can be great, and every time you get close, you get pulled back by something, and it's so fucking frustrating because I genuinely try to better my life, and it came to the point where killing myself doesn't even seem that bad, even a bit peaceful.

 

[sickDog420]

yea I feel this I've been sober since the year started… it's really tough shit I just am so unhappy everyday, I started working out and idk I have glimpses of hope but rent nearby where I work is $2,000+ so I just constantly feel hopeless and stuck with my bitch retard mom forever who will constantly remind me everything I have is thanks to her