Venting I am bound for an alcohol addiction

[LifeIsASadist]

I am 2 shots down on sailor jerry's and I feel the suicidal thoughts are completely gone. Fuck I am terrified I am almost 100% bound to be an alcoholic if I dont CTB which will make my life that much worse.

I already had a porn addiction which got better when I moved out because my libido somehow got much lower when I left my parents house but fuck if I got addicted to fapping imagine what would happen with alcohol.

 

[bankai]

Yeah, I get it. I've been drinking a lot as well over the last month. Rum and Coke.
I haven't touched alcohol in years, but now it helps fast forward my life a bit.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Ive been drinking so much I was getting sick. I have to take days off. I feel like I dont even get the same mental boost I used to from being drunk. Just being miserable, and drunk. Whiskey, and beer for me.