I always admire and envy those who managed to free themselves from this world.

[FuneralCry]

Whenever I hear of a successful suicide I always feel so much envy and wish that it's me who left this world. Those people managed to free themselves from the burden of existence and that is such a beautiful thing. There is so much beauty in preventing potentially decades of torment, trapped in an existence not worth enduring. Those who ctb chose to end it all and that is something to be admired. They overcame the instinct to survive and managed to leave behind a world that makes it so difficult for us to die, they overcame all complications and risks potentially involved in suicide and are now free, unable to experience anything for all eternity.

Suicide is not a tragedy in any way, there is nothing sad about exiting this nightmarish world, in fact to die is the most wonderful thing as it solves everything in life. Death is also so normal as well, there is nothing shocking or special about it, it's our fate and is what we are destined for as humans. Only peace and relief could ever exist in the absence of life, as with life comes the capacity to suffer and the ability to experience such dread and despair, life itself will always be the true problem which is why I always envy those who die.

I see no value in continuing to stay here, suffering endlessly day after day and the reality is that suffering holds no benefit and has no purpose. I only admire those who choose to leave behind this life that they never asked for, they are the fortunate ones, especially those who left at a very young age. I envy them the most in particular as I so wish that was me, I've suffered for too long at this point and the way that I see it, the more years here prevented, the better. There is no limit as to how much life can torture us as long as we stay here and this is the reality of existing.

Of course those who have N die the ideal death but when I hear of someone succeeding with a method like jumping or hanging, I so admire the courage they had. It makes suicide sound much easier than it actually is. The reality is that only those who die are the ones who are really lucky. To exist is such a torturous and pointless thing with all this pain existing simply as a consequence of evolution, and that's certainly a tragedy. This is why the thought of no longer existing comforts me so much and why there is so much beauty in permanently leaving this world.

 

[jodes2]

Ikr. I have no idea no kids hang themselves or learn to overdose. I consider them both lucky and unfortunate. Unfortunate that they're so young, lucky that they'll never have to experience pain again

 

[Caustic]

;ike you said there is nothing to look forward too but death itself one day we will all find out eternal kingdom <3

 

[gimzero]

Life is a trap so we have to get out.

 

[Ineedtodie]

Life without all the desavantages is already a heavy cross to bear, let alone living in utter lonliness, trapped in a heart splitting and persistent desagreable emotions and decaying body with thoughts that seems to never be in harmony and clarity, in world seemingly getting along promising joy to pursue. Yet it's only a survival masquerade. How we got here is no longer a question. How we play become so despairing. What's left? Discret an brutal suicide only the lucky ones had the fortune of achieving.

 

[msci4499]

don't worry
you won't kill yourself
you are someone who likes to talk about suicide
rather than actual suicide lol

 

[Ineedtodie]

don't worry
you won't kill yourself
you are someone who likes to talk about suicide
rather than actual suicide lol

Why would someone like to talk about suicide so much if the idea of suicide is not soothing against unbearable suffering? It's all related anyway whether talking about it or actually doing it.

 

[msci4499]

Why would someone like to talk about suicide so much if the idea of suicide is not soothing against unbearable suffering? It's all related anyway whether talking about it or actually doing it.

A lot of people in this world talk about suicide,
but they actually do it.
But there are also a lot of people who just talk about suicide but never actually do it.
Like I said, they just like talking about suicide.
nothing to do with soothing

 

[bluem00n]

A lot of people in this world talk about suicide,
but they actually do it.
But there are also a lot of people who just talk about suicide but never actually do it.
Like I said, they just like talking about suicide.
nothing to do with soothing

So which of your categories do you belong to @msci4499 ...?

[1] one who talks about suicide and actually does it
[2] one who talks about suicide and never does it

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Whenever I hear of a successful suicide I always feel so much envy and wish that it's me who left this world. Those people managed to free themselves from the burden of existence and that is such a beautiful thing. There is so much beauty in preventing potentially decades of torment, trapped in an existence not worth enduring. Those who ctb chose to end it all and that is something to be admired. They overcame the instinct to survive and managed to leave behind a world that makes it so difficult for us to die, they overcame all complications and risks potentially involved in suicide and are now free, unable to experience anything for all eternity.

Suicide is not a tragedy in any way, there is nothing sad about exiting this nightmarish world, in fact to die is the most wonderful thing as it solves everything in life. Death is also so normal as well, there is nothing shocking or special about it, it's our fate and is what we are destined for as humans. Only peace and relief could ever exist in the absence of life, as with life comes the capacity to suffer and the ability to experience such dread and despair, life itself will always be the true problem which is why I always envy those who die.

I see no value in continuing to stay here, suffering endlessly day after day and the reality is that suffering holds no benefit and has no purpose. I only admire those who choose to leave behind this life that they never asked for, they are the fortunate ones, especially those who left at a very young age. I envy them the most in particular as I so wish that was me, I've suffered for too long at this point and the way that I see it, the more years here prevented, the better. There is no limit as to how much life can torture us as long as we stay here and this is the reality of existing.

Of course those who have N die the ideal death but when I hear of someone succeeding with a method like jumping or hanging, I so admire the courage they had. It makes suicide sound much easier than it actually is. The reality is that only those who die are the ones who are really lucky. To exist is such a torturous and pointless thing with all this pain existing simply as a consequence of evolution, and that's certainly a tragedy. This is why the thought of no longer existing comforts me so much and why there is so much beauty in permanently leaving this world.

I view it as horrific that I'm trapped in an aging , decaying animal body that is always hungry always cold. For what reason do I have to constantly work so hard to feed this animal body and shelter it? There is no purpose. Just a DNA molecule that replicated around 4 billions years ago now led to this extreme torture. Pain like homelessness, starvation , the whole skin being scalded a 1000 other hells is a lot worse than people can imagine .The extreme pain that can happen to any human / animal at any time like a stroke , cancer etc dwarf any subjective pleasure. This fragile , decaying, prone to disease and accident always hungry animal body is a prison i'm enslaved to.

This how pain is really much worse than most people know is something I haven't seen anywhere being discussed . I haven't heard anyone say it , only in my brain ( this primate brain).

 

[Ineedtodie]

A lot of people in this world talk about suicide,
but they actually do it.
But there are also a lot of people who just talk about suicide but never actually do it.
Like I said, they just like talking about suicide.
nothing to do with soothing

If they are not killing themselves just by talking as their way of coping then it's fine too. Beside all methodes are not a given and have risks of failure, and they all have to be discreet. You never really know. "They just like to talk about suicide" is unconvincing. Personaly I feel a lot of emotion behind her posts. And her wish to stop her suffering seems genuine without even regard to her POV about existence and life.

 

[msci4499]

如果自殺的想法不能撫慰無法忍受的痛苦，為什麼會有人如此熱衷於談論自殺？無論如何，無論是談論它還是實際做它都是相關的。

So which of your categories do you belong to @msci4499 ...?

[1] one who talks about suicide and actually does it
[2] one who talks about suicide and never does it

I don't talk about the meaning of death
but i support suicide

If they are not killing themselves just by talking as their way of coping then it's fine too. Beside all methodes are not a given and have risks of failure, and they all have to be discreet. You never really know. "They just like to talk about suicide" is unconvincing. Personaly I feel a lot of emotion behind her posts. And her wish to stop her suffering seems genuine without even regard to her POV about existence and life.

You're right about that. He's just emotional.
But it's far from real suicide

 

[bluem00n]

I don't talk about the meaning of death
but i support suicide

You're right about that. He's just emotional.
But it's far from real suicide

Every single one of the ten posts you've made since mid-September is essentially a taunt as to why FuneralCry is still alive - basically saying "the same thing over and over again" - the very thing you accuse her of doing. At least FuneralCry's posts are thoughtful, and have some substance, whereas your posts are devoid of both those attributes.

You're not really contributing are you, you're just here to troll FuneralCry ...​

 

[msci4499]

Every single one of the ten posts you've made since mid-September is essentially a taunt as to why FuneralCry is still alive - basically saying "the same thing over and over again" - the very thing you accuse her of doing. At least FuneralCry's posts are thoughtful, and have some substance, whereas your posts are devoid of both those attributes.

You're not really contributing are you, you're just here to troll FuneralCry ...​

Just talking about death I don't think it contributes
Because he said the same thing

 

[Ineedtodie]

I don't talk about the meaning of death
but i support suicide

You're right about that. He's just emotional.
But it's far from real suicide

So what is real suicide to you?
If you're so convinced?
Why are you here on this thread?
There are threads purely discussing suicide methods. Why are you not there?

 

[msci4499]

So what is real suicide to you?
If you're so convinced?
Why are you here on this thread?
There are threads purely discussing suicide methods. Why are you not there?

So what is real suicide to you?
If you're so convinced?
Why are you here on this thread?
There are threads purely discussing suicide methods. Why are you not there?

real suicide is leaving this world
Convinced has nothing to do with me logically
why can't i be here

 

[Ineedtodie]

real suicide is leaving this world
Convinced has nothing to do with me logically
why can't i be here

So why haven't you comitted suicide yet?

 

[msci4499]

So why haven't you comitted suicide yet?

why are you still alive?

 

[Ineedtodie]

why are you still alive?

i already mentioned beforehand that suicide is not easy to accomplish, have risk of failure and need to be discreet and we are also wired to survive. It's not a push button.

 

[msci4499]

i already mentioned beforehand that suicide is not easy to accomplish, have risk of failure and need to be discreet and we are also wired to survive. It's not a push button.

Suicide must be a risk, find a way to overcome him
I wish you an early departure from this world

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Taunting people about why haven't they done it yet is disgustingly inappropriate shitty behavior and has no place on this forum. Whether or not you agree with what FuneralCry has to say in her posts, it's completely uncalled for to say that sort of thing to anyone. We've lost good people here too because of this sort of behavior, and it shouldn't be allowed. All it does is put pressure on the other party and make them feel horrible.

 

[msci4499]

Taunting people about why haven't they done it yet is disgustingly inappropriate shitty behavior and has no place on this forum. Whether or not you agree with what FuneralCry has to say in her posts, it's completely uncalled for to say that sort of thing to anyone. We've lost good people here too because of this sort of behavior, and it shouldn't be allowed. All it does is put pressure on the other party and make them feel horrible.

He said that death is good and I also wish him an early death from this world

 

[Ineedtodie]

Suicide must be a risk, find a way to overcome him
I wish you an early departure from this world

This is a multi-purpose site, pro-choice, pro recovery. People can choose by their own free will which path they pursue. Just be considerate and respectful to their wishes. We know all the factors involved, hence discussing them for more clarity.

 

[Snatsbats]

why are you still alive?

You are only talking about people that are only talking about suicide but not committing, but not committing it yourself.

He said that death is good and I also wish him an early death from this world

Also its a she not a he

 

[msci4499]

This is a multi-purpose site, pro-choice, pro recovery. People can choose by their own free will which path they pursue. Just be considerate and respectful to their wishes. We know all the factors involved, hence discussing them for more clarity.

I hope you can consider and respectful me

 

[Ineedtodie]

I hope you can consider and respectful me

You intentions are not clear. On one hand you're suprised, that people are discussing suicide and different topics related, but not killing themself, just sharing their thoughts and feelings. On the other hand you proclaim to know it all "real suicide and the needed risk factor" yet you're engaging in a conversation about the said topic alive and well, not that i wish you death. I think your thoughts are too conflicted. And to add salt on the wound you were direspectful to a very thoughtful member of this community that actually contributes in an honest way whether you share her views or not. Honestly It's hard to draw a conclusion in your favor.

 

[myownpetvirus]

In envy those that recover