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Mateira

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wow, I just went through something really scary. I was getting out of the shower and saw my husband ransacking the entire apartment. disassembled bed, tangled clothes, chaos... since we live in a tiny, shitty studio, he got very, very close to my SN at least a few times. I should have been more careful hiding the package, but you see, I don't have many hiding places around the house. Besides, I only clean here, he hardly moves things around the house.

It turns out that a nasty bug flew in through the window and he was trying to find it. It was very difficult not to let my despair show. I was in a lot of pain at the time, due to an endless health problem, but I still started to help. I started cleaning the house and put some empty cigarette packs in a trash bag. I don't know how, but I had the coldness to ask him to take the bag to the building's trash can, in the hallway.

After that I managed to move my package, thank God!! There was almost no time, seriously, I was very tense... To top it off, shortly afterwards I found the insect and killed it. I finished organizing things and everything calmed down. At least I won't have to buy any more SN, nor will I have to deal with any infestations...
 
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That's so scary! Do you think he would've known what it was?
 
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bank security camera can be an option.
 
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I did put one of the 2 bags of SN i got in a safe with all my important paperwork. I dont know if it a solution for you.
 
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That's so scary! Do you think he would've known what it was?
Probably not, I was careful with the computer's history and didn't leave any trace of research regarding SN, I also only access the forum on my cell phone, very carefully. But he would certainly be suspicious and curious, at the very least he would think that it was some risky method to lose weight. Since I'm not dealing with this well, I would end up losing control, crying and talking too much. It takes a lot of work to hide the plans, it's something that demands a lot from my emotional level

bank security camera can be an option.

Thanks, it's a good idea, but it wouldn't help me in my current context. In my old apartment this would be the best solution
I did put one of the 2 bags of SN i got in a safe with all my important paperwork. I dont know if it a solution for you.

After this scare, I think I'll do just that, thanks! I will buy a small safe and another SN package. I can also leave the important papers there for post-mortem bureaucracy
 
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