I actually exist

[Tionally]

I know it's obvious but it's become so hard for me to comprehend this nowadays. I just feel so disconnected from myself and reality thanks to derealization. but I actually exist in other people's eyes, they have opinions about me, they like like, they get mad at me, they talk to me and think something about me...
when I die everything will go on and people will talk about what had happened to me and some will be affected.
idk it just feels weird at this point that my actions actually have an effect and that I'm a real person

 

[HerPromise]

I thought I was the only one. Honestly it's so surreal when I realize that I am an actual sentient being that exists and it's even hard for me to comprehend that others have a separate consciousness as well. It's just so bizarre to me that anything exists at all. I honestly wonder what it's like to live with a different mind and one that's grounded in reality.