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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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my method is hypothermia at sea in winter. It takes minutes to die. Intense SI, fears, guilt and all that may make me abandon it

except ... not . Enter shivering . Heavy shivering will make me not care about anything at all. Just... survive it until my body gets used to it and die

I am not ambivalent about ctb like I used to. I increasingly want to die more and more
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,402
Hypothermia was high up on the list of the methods to ctb if I failed to acquire my SN. I planned to take meto first, then many benzos and fall a sleep almost naked in a snowy cold weather.
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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Hypothermia was high up on the list of the methods to ctb if I failed to acquire my SN. I planned to take meto first, then many benzos and fall a sleep almost naked in a snowy cold weather.
Add some alcohol and sedative medications and it will be even better and faster
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Add some alcohol and sedative medications and it will be even better and faster
As a benzo-naive person, whenever i crush just 1,5 - 2mg Xanax into small bits and drink them, they knocks me out quite fast. (after 8 hours of fasting previously, that is)
 

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